Coffee; Like Love

I hate how coffee turns into addiction
And how it keeps me up all night
How it burns and makes my heart beat fast
Especially how it makes me crave
For its rich and sweet promises
Of grains, milk and sugar
Moments later, it puts me into a melancholic mood of coldness
But before i have realized it
It has consumed me before i should have consumed it

Empty
Hollow
Bitter

But then again
I crave for another cup
Just like love

The Thing That I Have Learned

after a while you learn the subtitle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,

and you learn that love doesn't mean learning and company doesn't mean security,

and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,

and you begin to accept defeats with your head up and your eyes open,

with the grace of an adult, not thee grief of a child,

and you learn to build all your roads on today beacause tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.

After a while you learn taht sunshine burns if you get too much.

so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,

instead of waiting someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you can really endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.

A Promise From Kulet

a text message from my dearest "KULET", Christine Joy Bernal Matic. i just wanted to show it to all of you guys kasi this one made me smile like this one (o^________________^o).

naisip ko nalang din i-repost to ulit kasi i miss her so much na talaga.

Thoughts

feelings and emotion change

it doesn't mean that if you don't feel something for each other anymore, the love is gone

if love were only feelings, then there is no such thing as lasting

love can sometimes turn numb or even be boring, you just have to be patient

'cause love itself is life, not all the times you were meant for happiness

sometimes you also have to give in for its bitterness,

but no matter what as long as you decided to stay and continue,

it will be more beautiful...

finding -marco- harlequin lover

The New Inspiration

Kasama ko lang naman yung isa sa mga inspiration ko ngayon para sa December 2011 NLE at sya ay walang iba kundi si Ms. Raei Faye Q. Mercado.

This photo was taken last November 18, 2011 at Succeed Review Center, Boodle Fight namin nyan and yung night na yun yung isa sa mga best night ng buhay ko. Uhm, i really like her so much and yung mismong day din na yun ako nagtapat ng feelings ko para sa kanya. Alam ko maraming magbabago sa pagtatapat ko sa kanya ng nararamdaman ko pero kahit anong mangyari, di ako magbabago sa kanya at palagi lang akong nasa tabi nya.

F.A.C.E

Large lips in the motionTrying to keep blaming onAs I say reason I'm late onFind you turningLaughing and smiling

Running over sometimesFeel like you leave me behindNow you don't have to mind itFind you shiningEveryday by day

Sing it up, my sisterIn this world which everyone is lonelyEverything will be fine someday

RememberPlaying in a backyardHiding myself in garageSince you never could catch meFind you cryingWeeping in darkness

Sing it up, my sisterIn this world which everyone is lonelyEverything will be fine somedaySome other day

Large lips in the motionTrying to keep blaming onAs I say reason I'm late onFind you turningLaughing and smiling

Sing it up, my sisterIn this world which everyone is lonelyEverything will be fineSome other day

Sing it up, my sisterIn this world which everyone is lonelyEverything will be fine somedaySome other daySome other day

dedicated to:
Maggie Antonio [my sister]

Eye Of The Storm

The Streets they smile

When traffic light turn green

Counting cars as they pass us by

1,2,3 baby count on me

And i know it's been raining so hard these days

And you've been dying to true love's face

And it's cold, And it's cold

I know, I'll keep you warm tonight

Despite all the storms

I seem to find some refuge in your smile

The glimmer in your eyes, my angel in disguise

My angel is staring at me now

And its cold, and its cold

I know, I'll keep you warm tonight

- a little something after the July 2011 board exam. wala lang, i just wanted to dedicate this one to you, kilala mo naman kung sino ka, i know naman na mapapadaan ka dito at makikita mo 'to. ayun, sana lang nagkasama tayo kanina kaya lang may kasama ka din. ayun, i wish the best for us and i know by tommorow, RN na tayo. thank you for believing in me, sa support at sa prayers.