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Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

Finding -Marco- Harlequin Lover™

Perfect Tears

EVERY ONE WANTS TO LOVE AND BE LOVED. LOVE COMES IN MANY FORMS AND IN DIFFERENT INTENSITIES; BUT WHEN PEOPLE THINK OF LOVE THEY THINK OF THAT BETWEEN A COUPLE AND A LOVER. BUT DOES LOVE REALLY THE ANSWER TO AN EMPTY SPACE IN OUR HEART?

Russell IS TOTALLY COOL, ROMANTIC, NICE PERSON, A WISE MAN AND MOST OF ALL HE IS GOOD LOOKING. MANY GIRLS ADMIRE HIM BECAUSE OF HIS WELL-BUILD POSTURE AND FOR BEING ATHLETIC and for being good in playing instruments. HE IS A skateboarder, A Power forward in the school basketball team, an excellent vocalist/guitarist AND A REPRESENTATIVE OF HIS SCHOOL. A PERFECT GUY WE CAN SAY. BUT ONE THING IS STILL IMPERFECT WITH HIM. HE CAN’T LOVE PERFECTLY. IT IS A BEAUTIFUL MORNING; THE SUN SET-UP HIGH; SMILING TO THE FLOWER AND LOOKING TO THE CHATTERING BIRDS. IT IS A GOOD DAY FOR skateboarding or playing basketball in the PARK. he CAN HEAR THE BALL TOUCHING THE RING HEAR ITS GOOD HARMONY. he IS TRYING TO ENJOY THE DAY BY PLAYING BASKETBALL or skateboarding AND FEELING THE BLAZE OF THE SUN AND THE MILDNESS OF THE WIND. HE IS PLAYING ALONE. NO ONE IS DISTURBING HIM. MEANWHILE, A GIRL IS WATCHING HIM FROM BEHIND. LOOKING AT HIM; ADMIRING ALL HIS MOVES. SHE REALLY ADMIRES Russell FROM THE FIRST TIME SHE HAD SAW HIM IN THE PARK. ONE NIGHT; IT WAS RAINING HARD; AND THE FLOWERS ARE CRYING WITH TEARS. A GIRL SAW A BOY, PLAYING UNDER THE TEARING CLOUDS. HE WAS TOTALLY WET, BUT STILL CONTINUING PLAYING. BUT BEHIND THOSE RAINDROPS AND BEHIND THOSE DRIBBLING BALL. A CRYING HEART CAN BE HEARD. THE GIRL SAW THE BOY CRYING WITHOUT TEARS. SHE FELT WEIRD. WEIRD BECAUSE SHE BECAME SAD. SAD BECAUSE OF THAT GUY? BUT WHY? SHE CAN’T EXPLAIN. BUT FROM THAT DAY; SHE SAW HER SELF ADMIRING THAT GUY. THAT GUY WHO CRIES WITHOUT TEARS. BACK TO THE PRESENT TIME. Russell STOP DRIBBLING. HE LOOKS AT THE SKY. CLOSE HIS EYES AND TAKE A DEEP BREATH. FEELING THE CALMNESS OF THE WIND AND THE HEAT OF THE SUN TOUCHING HIS SKIN. HE RETURNS HIS SIGHT AHEAD; LOOKING AT THE GIRL BEHIND HIM. HE LOOKS AT HER CURIOUSLY. THE GIRLS FACE WAS FAMILIAR TO HIM; BUT; HE CAN’T REMEMBER WHERE AND WHEN DOES HE SAW THAT GIRL. HE TOOK THE BALL AND SIT BESIDE THE GIRL. A QUIET CONVERSATION TAKES PLACE. A COLD WIND IS PASSING THROUGH THEIR VEINS. THEY WANT TO TALK EACH OTHER, BUT THERE HAS A BIG WALL TRYING TO FORCE THEM APART. Russell BRAVELY LOOK AT THE GIRL. BUT HE IS SURPRISED WHEN HE SAW THE GIRL LOOKING AT HIM. HE SAW THE GIRL’S EYES, CALM AND PURE. HE CAN SAW THE DEEPEST OF THE GIRL’S HEART WITHIN THOSE EYES; PEACEFUL BUT SAD. HE CAN’T UNDERSTAND HIS SELF. HIS HEART BEATS FASTER; LIKE A RUNNING CHEETAH ON A FOREST. THE GIRL SMILED AT HIM. A MAGICAL SMILE THAT MAKES HIS SELF FELT SO WEIRD THING. THE GIRL WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED THE CONVERSATION BY THOSE SMILE. A SMILE THAT GIVES WAY FOR BOTH OF THEM TO KNOW EACH OTHER WELL AND TO START THEIR ROMANTIC INTERLUDE. DAYS PASS; WEEKS AND THEN MONTHS. AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP BLOOMS. THEY are MADLY IN LOVE AND THEY DON’T WANT TO LOSE EACH OTHER. Russell; A GUY WHO CAN’T LOVE PERFECTLY. IS NOW BADLY IN LOVE WITH THAT GIRL? A GIRL WHO TOUCH HIS HEART BY THOSE SIMPLE SMILE. HE KNEW WITHIN HIS HEART THAT HE REALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH THAT GIRL. AND THE GIRL REALLY LOVES HIM, TOO. THEY NEVER FIGHT. THEY UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER LIKE A FREEZING WIND TOUCHING A MAIDEN HAIR. THE FLOW OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP STARTS TO GROW. THEY FELT THE SAME WEIRD FEELING WHEN THEY FIRST MET EACH OTHER. THEY THOUGHT THAT THEY KNEW EACH OTHER FROM THE FIRST TIME THEY HAD MET. BUT; THEY DON’T KNOW WHEN AND HOW. THEY JUST LEAVE THAT QUESTION IN A CORNER. JUST LEFT IT WITHOUT AN ANSWER. BECAUSE FOR THEM… NOW IS NOW AND LEAVE THE DOUBTFULNESS BEHIND.

AS DAYS GOES BY THEY KNEW THAT TIME NEVER STOPS AND THEIR LOVE WILL LAST LONG AND NO ONE CAN BLOCK IT. NO ONE. BUT ON THEIR FIRST ANNIVERSARY, WHERE THE RAIN IS DROPPING SO HARD; AND THE WIND IS CARRYING A LONELY SOUND. AN INCIDENT CAME AND MAKES THE WHOLE TIME. STOP. IT IS the 22nd day of October; a very QUIET AND PEACEFUL day. YOU CAN ONLY HEAR THE SOUND OF THE RAIN. DROPPING SOFTLY; FULL OF MEANING. Russell IS SITTING ALONE IN A RESTAURANT; LOOKING OUTSIDE THE WINDOW AND WATCHING THE UNLIGHTED PILLAR THAT MAKES THE WHOLE PART DARK. IT IS PASSED 7PM ALREADY. BUT NO SIGN OF THE GIRL. he RETURNS HIS SIGHT TO THE OUTSIDE; AND SAW HIS GIRL AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD. SHE IS HOLDING AN UMBRELLA AND WEARING A BEAUTIFUL DRESS. SHE LOOKS BEAUTIFUL. THE GIRL SMILES AT HIM MAGICALLY. HE RETURNED A SMILE ALSO. BUT SUDDENLY; WHEN THE GIRL IS CROSSING THE STREET. A RUNNING CAR PASSED THROUGH AND HIT THE GIRL WITH A BIG FORCE. he SAW THE WHOLE INCIDENT. HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. THE TIME STOP. HE MADLY STANDS FROM HIS SIT AND FINDS HIS SELF RUNNING TOWARDS THE GIRL’S PLACE. HE HOLDS THE GIRL VERY TIGHT. THE GIRL WAS EYE-OPENED. LOOKING AT HIM. Russell LOOKED AT HER. HIS EYES ARE STARTING TO FILLED WITH MOIST. A WATER. A TEAR. THE GIRL SMILED AT HIM. SHE WIPES Russell EYES AND TOLD HIM. “AT LAST; I SEE YOU AGAIN CRYING, CRYING WITH TEARS.” AND THEN HER HANDS FALL DOWN. HER EYES CLOSED SLOWLY; HER BREATH GONE; AND HER HEART STOPS BEATING. NO SOUNDS. NO BEAT. russell IS UNCONSCIOUS BY THAT TIME. HE CAN’T TALK. HE CAN’T MOVE HIS BODY AS WELL. UNTIL. HE SAW HIS SELF. SHOUTING VERY LOUD. CRYING AND HOLDING THE DEAD BODY OF THE GIRL. THE GIRL THAT SHE LOVED. THE GIRL THAT GAVE HER A WEIRD FEELINGS. A FEELING OF LOVE. A PERFECT LOVE. DAYS HAD PASSED AND WEEKS STEP AHEAD AND he IS TRYING TO MOVE-ON. HE CANNOT FORGET THE GIRL THAT SHE LOVED. UNTIL ONE DAY. SOMEONE CAME TO HIS HOUSE. THE GUY IS HOLDING AN ENVELOP AND GAVE IT TO HIM. HE OPENED THE ENVELOP AND SAW A PICTURE. A PICTURE OF A TWO CHILDREN. A BOY AND A GIRL. HE IS SURPRISE ON WHAT HE HAD SAW. THE BOY. THE LITTLE BOY IN THE PICTURE, IT WAS HIM. HE CRIEd. HE REMEMBER AN INCIDENT FROM HIS PAST. IT WAS RAINING. A LITTLE BOY AND HIS FAMILY WENT TO A VACATION. BY THAT DAY; HE LEFT THE REST HOUSE WHERE THEY ARE STAYING. HE GOES TO THE NEAREST RIVER AND SAW A BEAUTIFUL RABBIT. HE FOLLOWED THAT RABBIT WITHOUT NOTICING THAT HE GOT LOST. LOST IN THAT TOWN. HE STARTS CRYING. HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. UNTIL A YOUNG GIRL CAME. SHE ASKS HIM WHY HE WAS CRYING. THE GIRL LENDS HIM A LOLLIPOP. AND THEN HE STOPS CRYING. THEY BECAME FRIENDS EVEN THOUGH IT WAS THEIR FIRST MET. THEY RUN UNDER THE RAIN AND THEY GOT WET. THEY BOTH LAUGH. AND THEN THE GIRL BRINGS THE BOY BACK TO HIS HOUSE. BUT BEFORE THEY SEPARATE APART. THEY TAKE A PICTURE; AS A SIGN OF THEIR FRIENDSHIP. AND THEN THE NEXT DAY. THE BOY LEFT THE TOWN. BUT HE PROMISED TO THE GIRL, THAT HE WILL NEVER FORGET HER. AND HE GAVE THE PICTURE TO THE LITTLE GIRL. AS A REMEMBRANCE. THE GIRL IS HIS FIRST FRIEND AND HIS FIRST LOVE. he CAN’T BELIEVE THAT HE FORGOT HIS FRIEND. HE FAILED HIS PROMISE. AND NOW HE REALIZE. THAT THE LITTLE GIRL IN THE PICTURE AND THE GIRL THAT SHE LOVED AT THE PRESENt IS THE SAME. HE CRIED AGAIN. TEARS FELL DOWN FROM HIS EYES. HE HOLDS THE PICTURE VERY ON HIS CHEST, VERY TIGHT AND A COLD WIND TOUCHES HIS FACE. HE CAN FEEL THE GIRL’S HAND WIPING HIS TEARS. HE KNEW IT WAS THE GIRL. HE CLOSES HIS EYES AND SMILES. HE NOW REALIZED THAT IN EVERY TEARS THAT FELL FROM HIS EYES THE GIRL WILL WIPE IT. HE WILL NEVER FORGET THAT GIRL. THE GIRL WHO IS ALWAYS THERE IF HE WAS CRYING, THE GIRL THAT MAKES HIS WHOLE WORLD UPSIDE-DOWN.

THE GIRL THAT GAVE HIM A PERFECT LOVe AND A PERFECT HURT…

The Single Ones

Tinanggap ko na sa sarili ko na kapag sinulat ko to, eh siguradong tatamaan ako sa isa sa mga criteria na gagawin ko kung single parin ako. Haha. Pero syempre kung single man ako ay hindi naman ako aamin kung saang part ako tinamaan ng todo. Yung tipong saksak puso, tulo ang dugo. :D

Bakit nga ba merong mga single na tao na palakad-lakad sa school, sa labas ng bahay, sa mall, sa simbahan, sa kubeta, sa balon, sa kweba, sa taas ng puno ng niyog, sa bus, sa tren, sa Afghanistan at kung saan-saan pa? Siguro kase isa sila sa mga ito.

( O baka isa ka din sa kanila.haha.) :P

1. Inugat ng Tadhana

Meron kaseng solid fans ng destiny. Yung tipong hindi talaga sila gagawa o aaksyon para magkaroon sila ng special someone. Maghihintay lang talaga sila ng ibibigay ng tadhana, kumbaga hinihintay lang nila ung pagkakataon na may makakabunggo ng gamit nila sa school, babagsak sa flooring, tutulungan, mag ha-hi and then boom! they became coco crunch! :)

2. Wala akong Panahon sa Love!

Ito naman yung mga palaging busy sa ginagawa nila at wala na silang panahon sa pag-ibig. Kung engineering student, burado na yung keypad ng calculator at ultimo problema mo hihingin nya may maisolve lang. Masaya ang mga tao na ito na pumapasok sa school at kontentong gumagawa ng samu’t saring requirements kahit na sa susunod na taon pa ito ipapasa. Lahat ng gagawin nila ay may nakalaang time, sa isang aspeto lang wala, at tama ka sa iniisip mo.

3. Like a G6

Ang mga single na ito ang may pinakamasayang lifestyle. Basta masaya lang, kung pwedeng araw-araw eh party, sige lang. Pwedeng kiligin, magpakilig, magpapaasa at kung ano-ano pa isa lang ang hindi pwede, ang makipagrelasyon. Hindi ka na pwede sa kanila kapag sumeryoso ka dahil ang feelings nila ay mas mabilis pang magbago kaysa sa pagpapalit mo ng underwear. Aamin silang gusto ka nila pero susundan nila ito ng isang malupit na dahilan kung bakit hindi kayo pwedeng magkarelasyon.

4. The Idealist

Mga taong hindi nabubuhay sa reality at may napakagagandang idea sa pakikipagrelasyon at sa paghahanap nito. Meron silang kongkretong basehan ng tamang taong mamahalin nila na kahit korte suprema ay hindi kayang mabago ito. Kung kaya naman kapag nalisya ka ng kaunti sa kanilang criteria, pipituhan ka nila na para kang may violation sa kalsada.

5. Ooops, Wrong Timing!

Ito yung mga taong palaging sinasabing may tamang panahon at pagkakataon sa love. Ito ay dahil masyado pa silang bata o kaya naman ay masyado ng matanda para sa pag-ibig. Madalas hindi lang talaga tama ang pagdating ng pag-ibig sa kanila o minsan sadyang wala lang talagang tamang panahon para sa kanila.

6. Rated PG

Hindi pa pwedeng makipag relasyon dahil ayaw pa nila papa at mama. Kahit sabog na sabog na ang hormones mo sa katawan dahil inlove na inlove ka na, nananatili kang single dahil mahal mo ang iyong mga magulang. Maganda lang ang ganitong tipo ng single kung ikaw ay edad 20 anyos pababa. Karaniwang highschool-college freshmen lang kasi ang binabagayan nito.

7. Dahil may check pa si ex

Ang pagiging ex ay hindi lang yung naging bf/gf mo dati, kasama din dito yung nakarelasyon mo ng higit sa kaibgan kahit hindi naging formal na kayo. Ito yung tipo ng single na ipamamalita sa buong sambayanan na siya ay maligaya bilang isang single, nakita lahat ng advantage ng isang pagiging single, nakamove on na pero kapag mag-isa ay umiiyak naman at walang sawa sa pagrereminisce ng harutan nila noong araw ng kanyang labidabs kahit pa currently ay (use desired word here) na siya sa iba.

8. Single yet in love

Mga taong alam na hindi lahat ng love ay nakukuha sa pakikipagrelasyon, naniniwala sila na pwede namang maramdaman ang pagmamahal sa isang tao kahit sila ay single. Karaniwang martir ang mga ito pero may iba naman na sadyang naghihintayan lang sila ng kanyang minamahal pero for the mean time, single muna pareho.

9. Tinamaan ng Trauma

Dahil sa narealized mo na ang mga love songs, tele novela, soap opera, chick flicks at mga nakaraang relasyon mo ay hindi naman totoo lahat, itinatak mo na sa isip mo na hindi ka na talaga magmamahal at nagpatatoo ka na sa braso ng “Never Again.” Sawa ka na din sa mga luha mong kayang higitan ang tsunami sa Japan at ang paglalagay mo ng makapagbagdamdaming post sa facebook at twitter.

10. Kaibigan ko kase eh..

Mga tipo ng unrequited love, single ka kase mahal mo yung kaibigan o best friend mo pero talagang naturukan lang siya ng dalawang litro ng pampamanhid kaya wala talaga siyang kamalay-malay na siya ang buhay mo. O di naman kaya ay nanghihinayang ka sa inyong pagkakaibigan kung kaya mas pinili mo nalang na mahalin siya na para kang secret agent. Ikaw din yung palaging gumagamit ng “I’m really happy for the both of you” at “Malay mo meant to be nga kayong dalawa (sabay bulong ng p*ny*ta!)”

11. Capital A-Y-A-W

Mayroon lang talagang taong ayaw ng special someone, hindi naman dahil ayaw nilang magkaroon ng partner o dahil wala sa tamang panahon, meron lang talaga silang nakakalunod na dahilan kung bakit ayaw nila at wag na nating paki-alaman yun. Medyo weird pero may mga nageexist na ganyan.

12. Pinanganak Akong Single!

Sino nga naman bang pinanganak na meron nang kasamang special someone? Wala diba? Yan ang prinsipyo nila, pinanganak na single, mabubuhay at mamatay na single. Tanggap nila na ang buhay nila ay nakalaan para sa ibang bagay at hindi pwdeng makihati dito ang sinuman. Sila ang karibal ng mga pari at madre sa gift ng celibacy.

13. Kunwari Ayaw

Ang panghuli sa listahan at naniniwala akong madaming ganito, mga single na nagkukunwari ng ayaw sa relasyon pero ang totoo ay wala palang talagang may gusto sa kanila o kaya naman ay may gusto sila pero ayaw naman sa kanila. Ginagawa nila lahat ng paraan para magkaroon ng bf/gf pero wala talaga. Kaya for the mean time, kunwari na ayaw pa muna nila ng relasyon. Sana lang ay wag silang habang buhay magkunwari.hehe

So ngayon, alam mo na siguro kung anong lahi ka ng pagiging single Pure breed ka ba? Half o Mixed? :)

Cheers!.. :D

Diwata

G - Bm - C9 - D

Ilang oras pa lamang ng tayo'y nagkita, sa'yong mga yakap agad nangulila, ikaw ang sigla nahumahaplos sa aking buhay pagnalulumbay

Ang iyong mga labi humahalimuyak, pagnasisilayan parang ginto at pilak, ikaw ang diwatang tumapak sa lupa na wala ng papantay

Bm - C9 - Em - D - C9 - D
Tumatanaw sa'yo ang langit, ang iyong ganda'y kaakit akit, pangarap ko'y ikaw

G - F#/D - Em - C9 - D - Cm
Dalangin ko ay mahagkan ka, sa paglipas ng panahon, ang tinig mo'y parang agos ng sapa, hinding hindi magwawagas ang pag-ibig...... mahal kita

G - Bm - C9 - D
Ang iyong mga mata'y kasing kulay ng punong mahinhin, sumasabay sa agos ng hangin

Bm - C9 - Em - D - C9 - D
Tumatanaw sa'yo ang langit, ang iyong ganda'y kaakit akit, pangarap ko'y ikaw

G - F#/D - Em - C9 - D - Cm
Dalangin ko ay mahagkan ka, sa paglipas ng panahon, ang tinig mo'y parang agos ng sapa, hinding hindi magwawagas ang pag-ibig...... mahal kita

as usual, i dedicate this one to her. to the one who will always be my inspiration in doing things like this. to Ms. Christine Joy Bernal Matic. i hope you'll read this soon and i hope that you will gonna hear this one soon. bakit "Diwata" ang title? its because i've seen a fairy in you from the very start, from that day na nag Mcdo tayong dalawa. ayun, i just wanted to say that i already miss you so much. hindi ko padin alam kung ano yung ibibigay ng time at fate sa atin, basta all i know is that my feelings for you are true and that will be forever. i also really wanted to see you and spend some time with you again. ang dami ko ng utang sa'yo ah. basta, i'll make it up to you kapag magkasama na tayo, ok? i'll spoil you again like i always use to do. i miss you my dearest

"KULET" and "SOULMATE"...



Finding -Marco- Harlequin Lover™